having diahorrea since 4 days back and nausea this morning(fri morning). so didn't go school (again). guess my fyp teacher is unhappy. but mum asked me not to go school as well.. :X mum brought me to see doc. doc's conclusion was minor irritation in my gastrointestinal smth.. didn't manage to catch the last word. but in simpler terms, i had STOMACH FLU. -.- cny is like just less than 2 days away. RAWR. no fried food/spicy food/bbq food, no caffeine/coke. :((

tried to do my AES by this afternoon but didn't succeed. did half of it. then went church. shall continue it later when i wake up. cos now is 3am le. :X

super tired. off to bed now. byes~

yesterday was a seriously >.<>.<>.<>.< felt soo loved by family. :) they heated up my dinner for me so i won't get to eat cold food after bathing. :))

headache + flu + sore throat now. thanks to brother. he was coughing like mad ytd night -.- feeling drowsyyy ~.~

thanks fung for listening ytd! :))
loves pmm! jiayou for your upcoming prelims! ^.^

*dozing off in lab* byes!

shall post out one phrase which i found it to be quite meaningful. one of my friend told me this just now.

人之所以会不开心，是因为可能那个人把莫件事看得太重，对那件事有了太大的期望。
如果要快乐，开心，就要学会不要把事情看得太重，降低自己对事情的期望。

somehow i got my answer why i couldn't move on for so long. i treated our rs as a very impt thing. i treated all your promises, our yet-to-be fulfilled stuff, my hope and dream in this rs. all these, i put too much hope. but it's time to learn that all those rubbish promises you gave, our yet-to-be fulfilled nonsense, my foolish hopes should be left in the past and not continue to be brought over to my future. i shouldn't let myself get so upset over a player like you. perhaps i didn't treasure you enough. but now looking back, why were our rs based on monetary terms.

but still, it doesn't matter anymore. you moved on as easy as ABC.
it's time for me to wake up and move on as well. :)
shall focus all my energy on more important stuff like my fyp and God. :)

datee, let's jiayou tgt! :D
i promise i won't dwell that much on my past le.
it's time to stop my nonsense here. :)
jiayou for your upcoming exams! :D

pearl, jiayou for your upcoming prelims too! :D

meet ups for jogging soon! :))

today was a busy busy day.
woke up in the morning and prepared. left house and went to teach tuition. my 2 students are nicee. :) but.. the younger girl is very talkactive and mischievous. >.< buay tahan! :X ask her do homework machiam like want her life. ask her do 1 maths question, she start to stare at the question for more than 5 minutes and don't want to do. the older brother is chubby! :P but he's more obedient. he will do whatever i ask him to do. :)

after tuition, i rushed off to expo for my 1st ursher duty of the year. was supposed to serve as external ursher. but was transferred here and there. (like a ball being thrown around here and there) :( reason being was cos my name wasn't recorded in the stupidd system. so served as ursher in the hall taking care of one section all by myself. >.<>.< was so stresseddd that a few urshers came to ask why i looked so stressed :X but was so thankful towards them. they came to help me check no of empty seats, help me get pple to fill seats and help me spot for loopholes. :) service was over and i went to get my bag and saw wenfu they all walking towards the exit! so went for fellowship at cityhall. :) glutton bay. walked a bit along the singapore river. :) sorry that i didn't talk much for the whole day. tired + mood swings + contact lens hurting me. :X

datee and pearl, we MUST go there eat zhi chek(hokkien) there at glutton bay! :D

finally come to blog..

took mc today. rashes's back. :( went polyclinic see doc and got my medicine and stuff. even got scolded by the doctor. :X

doc: AIYO! HOW ARE YOU GOING TO WEAR SKIRTS? HOW ARE YOU GOING TO WEAR SHORTS! HOW ARE YOU GOING TO WEAR PRETTY PRETTY?
me: uhh.. i wear jeans. >.<

LOL. so fierce. :X

had a 4 hour nap in the afternoon til evening. :X slept when the baby in my house slept. when i woke up, she already drank her milk and was going to bathe >.< this shows i really lack of sleep. i only woke up halfway to go toilet :X and to change my sleeping place from the mattress on the floor to the sofa :X

okays. off to do my fyp stuff before heading for bed. :)

girl, i hope you will feel better soon. :)
sorry this whole message came a bit late. :X (cos i never blog ytd)
you are a much stronger girl than i am.
like i said, i will always be here for you and support you in whatever decisions you made.
take cares!
after your exams, we will go kbox, sushi buffet, body world, sentosa(with you holding umbrella :P ), cycling, badminton, and of course work tgt! :D
you are not and will never gonna be alone! you still have us! :))
we will always be here with you :D
jiayous rhino! :))

On this day of your life, Ng, we believe God wants you to know ... that to love is to be vulnerable.
Love is the opening of the heart, the welcoming of your beloved. Loving is not secure, authentic loving is risky. Security lies behind the walls of a closed heart. You either invite the union by opening in love, or you secure the isolation by closing down.