Entry title: vent out.
Date / Time : Tuesday, January 12, 2010 / 11:36 PM
ytd met up with datee for nasi briyani (i dunno how spell) at amk hub! niceee but a bit too spicy! >.< then went walk around in search for date's bag. back to cwp to continue to search! (think she got her bag today!) hahaha. ice cream as usual! :P then walked around and took bus home. :)
today, helped out in the jae thing. a total waste of my time. i would rather spend the time doing my fyp. -.- helped out with vict, priya, tze man and paul. had some laughter but i was basically dozing off.. :X haha. went home straight after my duty ends.
tmr's back to lab. i'm stressed. yes i am. especially when my fyp teacher showed me those assays that camel did for her fyp. it's like.. A LOT? :X when she showed me today, i can instantly feel 1000000kg of stress fall on me.. :( seriously, i grumble a lot about this.. but I SERIOUSLY NEED A PARTNER. one person with so many things to do. slow, get scolding or pissed off face by teacher. try to rush, also get pissed off face. forget some very detailed details, also get scoldings. machine spoilt or start running(when i never touch it), get scoldings. -.-
sometimes it just got so bad that my tears were on the verge to row down my cheeks... she's a good teacher but when she rush, i get stressed up.. i'm going over my maximum limit of speed to learn things. i'm forcing myself to do up til my very very very best everyday.. but can i continue to do so without feeling so mentally tired? :/
(just venting out).