It's 2012! :D
Suddenly feel the urge to come back blogging. Viewed and deleted some posts from the past. 有些事情已成了往事,所以留着回忆是没必要的。
Been doing lots of thinking ever since i'm back to single life. Lots of my friends were surprised that I wasn't SOOOO emotionally affected as compared to my first breakup. After much thinking, i guess perhaps i was just too used to having him in my life and that time, 我爱上爱的感觉。ALL my friends (perhaps just one or two) are happy that we broke up. i guess that was a good decision. i still remembered that night, he told me "this time, i want to love myself more". after much thinking about how wrong i was and blaming myself, i realised actually, i forgot to love myself as well.. i didn't realise how tired i was in the relationship. Things i couldn't accept, i forced myself to accept though it's killing me.